Thank you for the recording. I listened to it again and tried to tune in to my center, but I did not really get anything - image or sensation. I'm not sure what I need to do next. I'm not feeling devastated as I was on Thursday, in fact, I'm a bit embarrassed by how sad I was. But this is an old story for me, this sense that I feel too much, not congruent to the situation at all.
Thank you again for your support. Thank you all who were part of the group.
I was away for the weekend with my family and have just gotten back. I hope to listen to the recording today and send you my writings, and of course, would love your feedback.
I'm unsure how to engage with this person, but I realize since I judge my feelings for him, it's impossible to move forward in anyway. I don't know whether you would suggest working one on one with you for this? Or is a certain amount of grief and pain inevitable, and I must accept this and move on.
Will be happy to know what you think. Meanwhile, I guess my prayer is that I release what is not mine and fully engage with what is.
Again, I just want to say thank you so much for your support.
I find it super interesting that you're interested in end of life support and death midwifery because once again, for me the striking thing about your image and experience is how delicate this energy is. It's a really extraordinary creative energy---exactly the kind of energy that would be necessary for death midwifery. I think you've nailed it!
In all my years of working with creative energies, I haven't experienced anything quite like this beautiful, delicate energy. (It's secure in the sense that it's not at risk of being broken or harmed, and as you shared, it can form clear lines when necessary.)
Brinda - You're so welcome. I keep getting that everything you need to know is within you, you just need more space for yourself to be able to access it. In addition to breathing into yourself and letting your energy body be energetically 'bigger,' you might explore going to expansive places, like being on a cliff or a mountain and looking out over the valley. (It's amazing how terrain effects our psychology and our thinking.)
But any way that you can bring space and expansiveness into your life would be great.
As you began the instructions again what image came to me right away was another "doodle". As the flower doodle in the first meditation I would often make a square box , a simple 3 dimensional line drawing while doodling. When I become this box I feel it is a safe container. It feels strong but it or I am made of cardboard, somewhat fixed but also can be flexible if I need to break out or away. I can expand and push away from its borders if I need to. It feels somewhat protective. It is also something that can be decorated. I think of the "green" burial coffins that are available now. Also something I am very interested in and maybe trying to move forward in pursuing/end of life support/death midwifery.
Thank you so much for your response. It came at the right moment. I was feeling quite low and restless. Breathing into myself helps:)
I also agree that I would like more space for myself, but I worry about hurting my family. I would like to trust a way will emerge, I just need to make time to tune into my inner voice. The other thing that comes to me which could be something that is constraining me is my need to be loved and maybe holding on to relationships that are no longer fulfilling.
Anyway, for now, I guess breathing into myself feels like a great step to take.
I’m so proud of you for sharing your story. Bravo!! I really resonated with your words and the truths you shared. It's very moving to me that the MeToo movement is rippling out internationally, shaking up patriarchal systems all over the world, including India. Wow.
I also know you have a lot of clients and students that you work with. I love that you’re speaking out and sharing your powerful message and being a role model for so many. Bravo!
Your guidance from the gold light about trusting your intuition feels completely right to me. Since I’ve known you, your journey has been all about owning who you are, your full, true self….and with that, comes trusting what you know to be true. The writing you did is definitely part of that.
The message I got from the gold light was, “I want to spread out more.”
I know that you're starting to voice things in ways you've never done before, and.... this Other realm wants you to have even more space for yourself. What might this mean for you? How could you 'spread out' more? Or, is there something in your life that’s making you ‘smaller’ than you really are? anything that feels constraining to you? Those are the things that are wanting to shift. You need more space to be yourself….to connect with yourself and your voice. Don't worry about having to make sudden changes. As you keep tuning into this expansive energy, the changes will start to ripple. The more you connect with your inner voice, the more you’ll know the next steps to take so you can fully be YOU.
The last message I was received was:
“Breathe into yourself and let yourself get bigger.”
I listened to the recording. The first thing I noticed was a slight pain sensation in my forehead, that went over my head to my nape. As I paid more attention, it seemed like a dull gold color light. And what I wrote was "i am the gold light in my third eye, and what I want to say is trust your intuition'.
I didn't get much else. I wonder if I'm able to be present, and how much is coming from my head. I would be grateful for any feedback.
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You're so welcome Brinda! I really appreciated having you in the group. I love your heart. :-)
Dear Kim,
Thank you Kim,
Thank you Kim,
I agree with your suggestion of exploring expansive terrain.. I hope to do that soon.
Love,
Brinda
Hi Holly!
I find it super interesting that you're interested in end of life support and death midwifery because once again, for me the striking thing about your image and experience is how delicate this energy is. It's a really extraordinary creative energy---exactly the kind of energy that would be necessary for death midwifery. I think you've nailed it!
In all my years of working with creative energies, I haven't experienced anything quite like this beautiful, delicate energy. (It's secure in the sense that it's not at risk of being broken or harmed, and as you shared, it can form clear lines when necessary.)
xoxo Kim
Brinda - You're so welcome. I keep getting that everything you need to know is within you, you just need more space for yourself to be able to access it. In addition to breathing into yourself and letting your energy body be energetically 'bigger,' you might explore going to expansive places, like being on a cliff or a mountain and looking out over the valley. (It's amazing how terrain effects our psychology and our thinking.)
But any way that you can bring space and expansiveness into your life would be great.
xoxo Kim
As you began the instructions again what image came to me right away was another "doodle". As the flower doodle in the first meditation I would often make a square box , a simple 3 dimensional line drawing while doodling. When I become this box I feel it is a safe container. It feels strong but it or I am made of cardboard, somewhat fixed but also can be flexible if I need to break out or away. I can expand and push away from its borders if I need to. It feels somewhat protective. It is also something that can be decorated. I think of the "green" burial coffins that are available now. Also something I am very interested in and maybe trying to move forward in pursuing/end of life support/death midwifery.
Dear Kim,
Thank you so much for your response. It came at the right moment. I was feeling quite low and restless. Breathing into myself helps:)
I also agree that I would like more space for myself, but I worry about hurting my family. I would like to trust a way will emerge, I just need to make time to tune into my inner voice. The other thing that comes to me which could be something that is constraining me is my need to be loved and maybe holding on to relationships that are no longer fulfilling.
Anyway, for now, I guess breathing into myself feels like a great step to take.
Thank you for the work that you do.
Much love and gratitude,
Brinda
Hi Brinda!
I’m so proud of you for sharing your story. Bravo!! I really resonated with your words and the truths you shared. It's very moving to me that the MeToo movement is rippling out internationally, shaking up patriarchal systems all over the world, including India. Wow.
I also know you have a lot of clients and students that you work with. I love that you’re speaking out and sharing your powerful message and being a role model for so many. Bravo!
Your guidance from the gold light about trusting your intuition feels completely right to me. Since I’ve known you, your journey has been all about owning who you are, your full, true self….and with that, comes trusting what you know to be true. The writing you did is definitely part of that.
The message I got from the gold light was, “I want to spread out more.”
I know that you're starting to voice things in ways you've never done before, and.... this Other realm wants you to have even more space for yourself. What might this mean for you? How could you 'spread out' more? Or, is there something in your life that’s making you ‘smaller’ than you really are? anything that feels constraining to you? Those are the things that are wanting to shift. You need more space to be yourself….to connect with yourself and your voice. Don't worry about having to make sudden changes. As you keep tuning into this expansive energy, the changes will start to ripple. The more you connect with your inner voice, the more you’ll know the next steps to take so you can fully be YOU.
The last message I was received was:
“Breathe into yourself and let yourself get bigger.”
xoxo Kim
Hi Kim,
I listened to the recording. The first thing I noticed was a slight pain sensation in my forehead, that went over my head to my nape. As I paid more attention, it seemed like a dull gold color light. And what I wrote was "i am the gold light in my third eye, and what I want to say is trust your intuition'.
I didn't get much else. I wonder if I'm able to be present, and how much is coming from my head. I would be grateful for any feedback.
Warmly,
Brinda
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