I am the book club's hostess for January as well as the author of the month. We will be reading my novel, Numenon: A Tale of Mysticism & Money. I'm going to set out some introductory material and outline some of the questions/issues I'd like to see us discuss in the coming weeks.

Before I talk about my book, I'd like to tell you my goals for the month. First, I'd like to develop a feeling of  community and warmth that will flow into the Book Club's coming months. I'd like us to get to know each other and have a good time together. I'd like us to learn from each other. I'd like to get a different understanding of my book from you.

My primary intention is that we should have fun reading Numenon. If you don't want to follow the schedule I set out below, forget it. Same with the questions. Don't answer them unless you want to. If you think of other issues or questions, bring them up. This is a time to hang out and examine a very unusual story.

I want to hear from you, too. Would you please tell us a bit about yourself as we begin? What's your background? What attracted you to the book club? Add anything that you care to share.

WHERE DO YOU BUY NUMENON? A number of places. I've got a surprise in point one below: How to get Numenon free.

    ⁃    I've arranged for you to get an eBook of Numenon free through Smashwords. Go to the book's Smashwords page.  Use the coupon code LV94U when you check out and the book will be free. The coupon is good through January 19th, and I can extended the date if people want me to. I believe Smashwords makes books available in almost every eBook format.  
    ⁃    If you'd like a print version, you can buy Numenon here: http://numenon.com This is the gorgeous hardback book that won all the awards. It was originally $24.95. We're selling it for $9.50 plus shipping. I will inscribe the book any way you like, just note what you'd like me to say in the message at checkout.
    ⁃    Numenon is also available as an Amazon Kindle for 99 cents. And it's available as a hardback on Amazon at a bit more than we charge. (We make almost nothing on the hardback when its purchased through Amazon, by the way.)   

Also––I am not a Jungian analyst or professor; I won't be leading this discussion as an academic or psychotherapist. I am an an author. I've got a fairly deep understanding of myself and the writing craft. Both halves of my brain have been educated: I hold Master's degrees in economics and counseling.

ABOUT ME:

If you've got a few minutes, the interview that Bonnie Bright and I did and which is linked here is the best introduction to me and my work. If you don't have time to listen to it, I'll give you a (relatively) short run-through here:

I was born in San Francisco. at the end of WWII. My father, a first generation immigrant, founded and owned what was the 10th largest residential construction company in the USA in its heyday. I grew up on San Francisco's Peninsula, in the heart of what came to be known as Silicon Valley.

Those were intoxicating years. Not only was I surrounded by the cutting edge of corporate culture, I had my father sitting in the family room. That was like having Secretariat parked on the front lawn. I learned about extremely successful people from my father and his friends. They moved at light speed and were more directed and effective than any people I've met since. Mine was a heady and thrilling existence, quite addictive. When I write about the upper end of Silicon Valley society, I do it partially from my own experience.

When I was eighteen, a drunk driver killed my father and my charmed life vanished overnight. I set about defining myself. How I could define myself was limited. Business was the only life-path my father approved. Even though he had passed on, his influence on my psyche was enormous. I majored in economics. I earned two degrees in the subject and worked as an economist for years. I was a doctoral student at Stanford's Graduate School of Business.

I left that program, but ended up working for the professor who taught Negotiation and Intervention at the Graduate School of Business. I coached negotiation and active listening with his students a few days a year for twenty years. That was a blast. As a result, I have an abiding love for MBA (Master's in Business Administration) students and MBAs. And negotiation. This shows in Numenon.

I left Stanford and started moving in a direction that better fed my soul. While working as an economist, I earned an MA in MFCC from Santa Clara University. There I learned about Jungian psychology and the transpersonal psychologies. Roberto Assagioli's Psychosynthesis fit my personal experience better than any other theory. Assagioli's egg diagram was almost a snapshot of my inner life. I've had unitive and other spiritual experiences since I was a young child. My first transcendent experiences occurred when I was a young teenager riding my horse through the redwoods of the Coast Range. I began a meditation practice in 1975 which accelerated and strengthened my spiritual development.

Years passed; jobs and professions along with them. In 1993, had a  personal crisis which shattered what I thought about myself and my world. I was devastated. I spent from 1993 to 1995 putting myself back together.

Two major events happened in 1995. I went to a meditation retreat. After that retreat, I had a mystical experience which lead to Numenon and my other work. This is described in the Author's Note in Numenon and in my interview with Bonnie Bright. I also I started writing with a writing group  led by a local poet. Those events changed my life.

When I wrote Numenon, I was dealing with PTSD and trauma-related issues. The book has a darkness that reflects my interior state. I was also trying to get my arms around what had happened to me and explain the nature of evil. Be aware of this as you read.

ABOUT THE BOOK:

You can learn pretty much everything about Numenon through this link to my web site. The linked page offers a synopsis, information about the book's awards, reviews, an excerpt, a physical description of the book and more.

The book's "personal history" may be of interest to you. Numenon was released in 2008; it's been around for a while. Being the book's author has been thrilling. Numenon is my first novel; my second book. We entered it in a couple of book contests as an ARC (advance reading copy). It won the visionary fiction and religious fiction categories in those contests. I entered it in more contests after it was released. It ended up winning four more national awards.

I'm particularly pleased with the Silver Nautilus Award for Indigenous/Multicultural Fiction. The Nautilus Award was established to recognize books that promote spiritual growth, positive social change, and conscious living. Previous Nautilus winners include Thich Nnat Hanh and His Holiness the Dalai Lama. Winning the Silver Medal in the IPPYs (Independent Press) Awards was also exciting. The IPPYs are the oldest and largest contest for independent presses. About 4,000 books were entered that year.

As a Kindle book on Amazon, Numenon jumped to the front of books about mysticism, ranking #1 in three categories of mysticism and hovering about the 1,000th level in Kindle sales ranking (out of, say, 900,000 books). It's an Amazon Bestselling book. Numenon also garnered five star reviews for years.

I'm not telling you this to brag: it's a cautionary tale. I didn't realize how extraordinary Numenon's performance was. It kept it's #1 position in mysticism for about a year with absolutely no promotion on my part. I became complacent, expecting the wave to continue forever. This was a mistake. I wish I'd taken a screen shot of its Amazon page when it was at it's peak.

Numenon has dropped in the rankings, but it's the same book with the same heart that was ranked #1.

TIMING:

The book has 448 pages. If we divide the reading evenly over the month, that would mean reading 112 pages per week.  If we do that, we should be on page 112 on January 7th, 224 on the 14th, 336 by the 21st and finish by the 28th.

Don't feel bound by this, if you want to read ahead, please do.  But, if you read ahead, please don't ask questions in the reading group that reveal content that other group members haven't reached. You can message me privately if you want to talk about something.  

QUESTIONS/DISCUSSION POINTS:

Don't wreck  your experience of reading the book by trying to answer these questions while you read. Let the answers and your viewpoints rise to the surface as you absorb the text. Numenon is a piece of art and a gestalt, not material for a quiz.

SOME QUESTIONS:

Compare & contrast Will Duane and Grandfather's psychological development. These are two very successful men in radically different fields. How did they end up so different?

Will Duane's psychic structure. What Jungian concepts do you see manifesting themselves in the book's first chapter? Subsequent chapters?

How would you diagnose Will?

Grandfather has had horribly traumatic things happen to him. How did he come out so well?

How would you diagnose him?

Two shamans exist in Numenon: Grandfather and Great-grandfather. How do they strike you?

ADDITIONAL MATERIALS:

Numenon brings up a wealth of issues highly relevant to our contemporary society. The following add greatly to our understanding of the book and what's going on around us.

Recommended reading/viewing:

"Inside Job", the Academy Award Winning documentary film produced, written and directed by Charles Ferguson. I believe that this film, which documents the causes of the 2008 financial crises, generated the "Occupy Wallstreet (and everywhere else)" movement.

The film clearly illustrates how our financial markets caused their own collapse because of greed and lack of discipline and morality. It makes complicated economic concepts easy to understand by use of graphics. It also illustrates the culture of the upper financial echelon, which is of interest to us as we study Numenon corporation.

My character Will Duane isn't based on a real person. He's a composite, partially my dad, partially people in the news. And partially my neighbors. I lived in the Town of Woodside, bedroom to Silicon Valley's finest, for fourteen years. People like Will Duane were all around me.

When I wrote Will and his lifestyle, I thought I was absolutely over-the-top in describing his behavior in every direction. "Inside Job" shows that I under-wrote the character. In all likelihood, Will would have been more flamboyant, ruthless, and immoral than I show him.

The Hypomanic Edge: The Link Between (A Little) Craziness and (A Lot of) Success in America by John D. Gartner PhD. This illuminating book explains a lot about Silicon Valley and its "movers and shakers". I'll bring it up in subsequent weeks.

Well, that should be enough to get us going. Let me know what you think/feel about the book and what I've written above.

And enjoy Numenon.  One of the reviewers called it ". . . an amazing trip into two worlds."

Have a good trip! I'll be checking in often––feel welcome to come and hang out. I've got more material for the coming weeks . . .

Sandy Nathan

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    • Dark nights. Such fun. I was in a depression for 10 years after dad died. And didn't know it. I just went really fast and got a bunch of degrees. That's how Silicon Valley does depression. Thank God for therapy. Of course, that can trigger more depression/breakthroughs. If it's any consolation, I've been feelin' pretty good for the last ten years.

      And Sue, no, my friend had no idea about my writing or anything in my inner life. We were both rabid Bill Miller fans, though, and relished the opportunity to interact with him in a small group. He's usually mobbed. During the whole experience of getting to the Gathering (which is in Tennessee, way out in the Cherokee National Forest), participating in the retreat (look at the pictures on their site. They're amazing.), hearing Bill, his concert, I was floating in a synchronistic glow, half in this reality, half in a larger one.

      I ended up dropping what I'd been doing and writing Stepping Off the Edge, which is about spiritual practice. Bill didn't have time for me to interview him at the Gathering, but he told me to call him. I did the interview is in the back of the book. Gives me chills––it's a minor miracle in itself.(Check out his work on youtube Pretty much any of it.)

      During that period, I was burning so hot spiritually. I read it now and go, Well, that was exciting. I like having my feet on the ground, the way I am now. But you never know when it will be launch time again!

  • Hi Sandy,

    I just received the book today, that I ordered from your website. Thank you! I look forward to curling up by the fire with it.

    • Hi, Amy! Great to hear from you. I'm glad your book arrived. You live in eastern Canada. The mails are working! Hope you enjoy, Sandy

  • Hi to all, I'm still waiting for the book to arrive,... hopefully tomorrow.

    I'm the type of person who prefers to dive in things as blindly as possible. So after I have read the weekly pages you will see me back here with my ideas and tons of curiosity about yours.

    Thank you Bonnie for bringing this alive, thank you Sandy for being here.

    • Hi, Karina! Welcome to the group. Your idea about reading the pages "assigned" for the week and coming back to the discussion at week's end is a good one. I was wondering how to discuss ideas during the week without spoiling  that part off to the plot for everyone who hadn't read that far.

      Maybe those who have an Ahah! or something they want to share spontaneously, should go ahead and do that here immediately. And those who don't want to have content (possibly) revealed during the week should wait until the end of the week to post. Then we'll have a big discussion party. How does that sound to everyone?

      Re: your book. Did you order the book through the link Bonnie supplied––http://numenon.com? That goes directly to my house and we send the books from here. We don't have a record of a purchase in your name. If you ordered through our site, we'll have to investigate and see what happened. We'll get you your book.

      Did you order through Amazon? This is a problem. I had Bonnie put the http://numenon.com link into the Book Group material because we're having trouble with Amazon. They are a nightmare for small suppliers to deal with. For years, they kept a stock of our books on hand and fulfilled orders from them. Then Amazon decided to reduce its inventory. With no notice or discussion, we received a package of 7 books from them, leaving their stock on hand at zero.

      The same day, we received an order for one book. So we had to ship one book across the United States to their fulfillment center. It's been like that since: shipping one or two books at a time. I have the price of the book reduced so low (and Amazon takes a 55% cut off of the $9.95 to start with) that the cost of shipping a single book eats any profit in the sale. So there's no possibility of me making anything on books Amazon orders from us one or two at a time. 

      We wrote to them and explained this, asking them to carry a small stock of books so we don't get eaten alive by the shipping costs. Amazon's answer was, "Tough. That's your problem."

      I'm getting ready to put on the gloves and go mano a mano with them and get this thing straightened out. I think they have Numenon marked as available in 1 to 3 weeks right now. That's because of this situation.

      We did ship them 2 books last week. If your order was among those two books, then it should be coming to you. We haven't received any more orders to ship from them since.

      If you did order through Amazon and can cancel your order, you can buy through http://numenon.com and I'll ship you a book today.

      The situation will get worked out!

      Numenon - by Sandy Nathan
    • Dear Sandy thank you for your reply. I've ordered the book at Bol.com, a Dutch company, so hopefully they have enough in stock, they are still working on it.

      Here it is:http://www.bol.com/nl/p/engelse-boeken/numenon/1001004006225945/ind...

      Sorry to hear about your experience with Amazon.

    • Hi, Karina, Are you in the Netherlands? Hmmm. Bol is probably buying it from Ingram, a huge warehouse in the US. We do have an account with them, but I don't know how Ingram supplies Europe.

      One thing you––and everyone who is waiting for a book––can do is go to Numenon's Smashwords page and "buy" the book. Use the code LV94U when you check out. That will give you the book for free. It looks like you can download pretty near any kind of eBook from them, including RTF (rich text format) and PDF. You can read both of those on your computer if you don't have a reader, or print them. I think this should work worldwide. (Tell me if it doesn't.)

      That way everyone can get started reading without having to wait for books to arrive.

      Thanks for the sympathy re: Amazon, Karina. Amazon is just Amazon. We're working on dealing with their system.

  • I am very excited about this month's reading!  The book sounds fascinating and thought-provoking.  I hope to keep up and participate when possible and will enjoy the commentary to follow.  Peace, Leigh

     

    • Welcome to the group, Leigh! I'm looking forward to sharing my book with you.

      I thought everyone might enjoy seeing a video about Numenon. My YouTube page should open with one of Numenon's vids. https://www.youtube.com/user/vilasa?feature=guide   I've got videos for my other books that you may enjoy on the channel. (I like making videos.)

      All the best,

      Sandy Nathan

      Sandy Nathan
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  • Hey Sandy and everyone,

    This is very cool.  I just heard about Numenon yesterday and thanks to my darling partner buying me a Kindle for my birthday am able to participate in this book club in its nice new shiny virginal state :)

    Looking forward to reading.  I found it fascinating Sandy how you said this book came to you.  It's always VERY inspiring to hear shower stories and I look forward to it happening to me too.  Because where else but in the shower does that happen with such regularity?  (For me, anyway :)  I've often thought I want to put a waterproof whiteboard in there.  The ideas I have in the shower are always world-changing ... and then forgotten because my mind is a bloody sieve :P

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